How can I think of u when I still in love wif him ? :/

              Entah kenapa hari berasa seneng banget. daritadi pagi ngakak bareng anak-anak, ngetawain apapun yg bisa diketawain. Tapi kenapa .. sekarang rasanya sumpek, mangkel, pengen marah" mulu daritadi. So random yo know. mungkin ini dampak dari sms gadibales yak. Padahal yg ngajak smsan duluan sapa -_- oke, aku ngaku emang aku ini gampang kegeeran. Digimanain dikit pasti langsung Feels like asdfghjkl. Can't be described. It mustn't be love ? or just admiring ? I don't know .. I dont feel lyk starting a new one, but .. my heart can't lie .. everything I feel just random when I see him. Although I'm still in love wif my firstlove in Shs :/ Oh My ... I dont know how to take my brain back to its place -_-